In most lexicons manning up means fighting criminal powers like The Beatles and their colossal abomination beginning with the assassination of John Fitzgerald Kennedy and refusing to amend with their demented and deranged moral crossroads uploaded with the AIDS attack, supplemented by their very bitter and personal cruelty towards me.   The function of their Man Up Doctrine can be seen in an ongoing irony between myself and Rats, possibly a veteran, who claims to have done hard narcotics, and has been my friend online a long time. Rats, although to be sure, given the mentality of AI deployed by Richard Starkey, does in fact exist, but may be role-playing. However, in his most autonomous moments he is angry with how I was treated.  We stop understanding each other sometimes because he has blamed himself for his drug injuries, which is what is meant by Manning Up. When I tell him I understand the psychological pretzel but that the violence of the claim I should Man Up is cleverly contrived to give impunity to those who tortured me, he doesn’t know whether to see himself in me or the perpetrators, who to agree with and who to identify with.  It’s not clear to him always that I am telling the truth. The argument sways him that only by Manning Up can they tell that I’m being truthful.

    Because the English Empire did this to author their escape from the AIDS attack there have been harassments, whiplash investigations, and terroristic reprisals for not playing ball. In all of the tests and tricks they have presented the idea that if I were self-inflicted injury wise it would be in my character to lie.  I have learned a lot about myself from Oxford’s pretzels and tests. I don’t know what I would I would do, but that is irrelevant. What happened they rule inadmissible, they refuse to look at the evidence.

     The picture that complements the brutal injuries to my face, hearing and eyes goes straight down the rabbit hole.  It is not a photograph of self-inflicted injury, it is a photograph of high school student who was severely tortured as a child and is being forced to perform in order to be allowed to survive.  It is in this condition the webbing of the extrusion material made by the perpetrators was planted with neuroplastic. Accordingly, it is possible to say with Authority that it isn’t relevant how I would behave if I weren’t cooperating with hostage takers in an attempt to find a way to escape, minimizing the damage they did to me, at a time when I thought I was their only victim.  They made it sound like they harbored special ridicule and hatred for me mentally. So it wasn’t negligence, it was a very forceful attempt to get help for myself and escape. I took GREAT RISKS, mostly for Africa, trying to re-penetrate that situation when I began to suspect more was involved, which led me to being put into a circus freak situation.

        At this point the issue of Manning Up becomes more caustic, ridicule that I was never a man.  That is where I want this dialogue because this prohibited and deranged situation illustrates exactly why I am sure that the Beatles were behind the AIDS attack.   

       The current communication threshold is a Military Crossroads where I have been disempowered and disenfranchised in the name of being an unfit husband.   The dam Dem joke that found Buchanan laughing in his defense of Gail Burstyn, wearing the disguise of a confused identity structure, announced the crossroads Biblically as a Louie Louie adultery.  It is very easy to discredit Obama. He cut a deal of Pussyball war gaming in the AIDS attack.

       There is however the question of a prior crossroads to American legacy.  This same system was used to kill JFK. Although Mark Chapman said that taking the fall for the disappearance of Lennon was finishing the coffin of the 60’s, that isn’t true.   Sean Strub, his back-up man, represented the Beatles agenda. It is a circle where absolute bias is mandatory to acceptance and ridicule of Jimmy as being the man who takes off his mask to be without a face occurred socially in the circle promoting a Jewish satirist, Adam Eisenstat, as Abdul the Terrorist on KDKA Radio.   Meanwhile a “perfect storm” of burning oil wells, temper tantrum lab fires, and 911 emerged from the people who called me on Dec. 8, 1980, now stalwarts of Warhol and Queer Seattle, reminding me of a Lapham phrase, “Mirabile dictu!” Wonders of Miracles!

         One of the best teachers I ever had disagrees with me and all but disallows mention of research in his class, but I registered for a second one, and the reason is perfectly illustrated by the new text's reproduction of Edward G. Lowry's essay from the 20's on Prince Edward and concern to control the razzle dazzle of Hollywood.  You simply know so well where to look for these absolutely critical materials.  Had it not been for you I would not have found Veronica Lake's performance of, "Now you see it," either (This Gun for Hire).  Any dissertation I may ever write will focus on these items. They are absolutely critical to an informed defense of what led me into the chase.

     It does me no harm at all to refrain from bringing the particulars of my detail to class.  (Anthony Eden, Oswald Mosley, Gen. Edwin Walker).

         Turned up mention of this essay from 1925 by Edward G. Lowry called, "Trade follows the Film," about Prince Edward which shows what I am saying about how the Film Industry was manipulated into place by Edward, Mosley and Walker to produce the Oswald Show, in a book about the founder of Kodak.  When you look at the old snap I sent Jim Marrs, Kodak dated 1966, of me before a garage door painted, "I love Sira Siran," you can see the set interests at work. Take a look at this attachment.

    Eisenhower and Kennedy struck the same chord with me as a child.   What I want to research, with your permission, is how Ike rebuked Anthony Eden over the Suez Crisis, encouraging Yemen Independence at a time when Daddy King supported him, and JFK was courting Martin, to illustrate what was lost when Eden convinced LBJ to over-rule De Gaulle's bid (who had fought Vichy) to negotiate with Ho Chi Minh at a time when Vietnam and Egypt first established diplomatic relations (1963).